Welcome Anita to this chat
didi..am amita
sorry Amita
what do you find most interesting about meing Amita
meing?
means why do you like to be amita
i hav a feminine side ..so i decided to give myself a girl name..and i liked amita
hmm
which dress impresses you the most
saree and that too mostly chiffon saree
hmm
at what age you first wore a saree and how
when i was arnd 14 i think i wore first saree
thats was one of my cousin sisters
ok
so how did you get interested
actually once i visited my uncles house (mausa) ..her daughter is almost 7/8 yrs elder than me
ok
then
please contibue the story
yaa.am telling
at that age of 14 u know mind is little fickle and curious
hmm
when i saw my my sisters lovly cloths then i dont know why i felt the urge to try saree
ok
then
then i entered my sisters room when she went to college......i was alone at home as both uncle and aunty r working
ok
the i thought what to try and saw one saree o the bed which was kept untidilly
ok
so you wore it
how was teh feeling
yaa..i wore the saree..but didnt know how to wear it.so i just wrapped that on my body
ok
so how did you learn to wear it properly amita
and that too without bra blouse etc
who taught you that
nobody taught me...when i returned home.i closly observed my mother while she wears saree
hmm ok
then i remember i my mind
and learnt
so when did you for the first time wear a saree properly with full make up and jewellery
almost 2/3 months after i wore saree properly ..but i didnt try make up etc
ok
have you ever tried full make up or never
never tried full make up
hmm
and what about jewellery
i hav tried only necklace among jewellery as my mother keep her extra jewell in almirah and lock it
so
basically one can say that you are not much exposed to real feminine
world and probably want to explore it with help of someone who can
genuinely keep it a secret too
yes..u can say so..but in thought i feel that am feminine
what do you mean by that really can you please elaborate
i feel that i ca be gud house wife and take care of home....
i am soft at heart
and why is that
dont know..but i feel that
nice thought
given a chance would you at least have a secret marriage if not an all open married live as a cd
yes
how far can you go to achieve it
if someone blackmails you for sex then?
hmm..i
havnt thought abt sex yet..still if i find the person decent
understanding and things procedd in that way then i may agree to that
after all in a marriage it is expected..be it open or secret
ok
wellso any special toughts before we close this interview
give a chance i would love to change my sex and become a gal
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